Why Why Why...

Why do I hate you one day and love you the next?
Why do you love me one day and hate me the next?
Why do you give up so easily?
Why do I begin to give in when I know I shouldn't?
Why do you call me?
Why do I answer?
Why do you text me?
Why do I respond?
Why did you have to ruin something so perfect?
Why did I give you everything?

I hate you.

So Much To Say

Haven't posted a while now haven't I? So much has been going on, I just don't even know where to start. I don't know what to say because I want to say so much all at once. I'm phasing through so many emotions, I don't even know what I'm exactly feeling right now. I don't know if whether I'm down, ecstatic, hyper, bored, or even miserable. I don't understand why it feels like I'm getting an adrenaline rush when there really isn't that much to be excited about. I'm so confused with myself right now and all I want to do is scream from the top of my lungs just so I can breathe, relax, and set everything right.