Brand Spanking New

So I've decided on creating a new blog because I wasn't too fond of my previous one. I reread my previous blog and the little entries I had posted ended up leaving me oh so embarrassed by the end. But then again that's so me, getting embarrassed from the things that I say and do and later running away from it all. I honestly wish I could just forget those things and never remember them ever again. I wish I could just brush things off but I can't. The only way I can forget about them is by telling people of those embarrassing moments that haunt me. But then I think about it and get embarrassed again which makes me not even want to talk about it. I'm so confusing, I wish I could figure myself out one day. The day that happens will be the day on which I have become a new person.